Their Signature Move of Provoking An Overkill Response: Share The Apple Not Knowing It’s Evidence of One’s Own Character, Reveal Who Mistook Themselves For Being Divinity In Exerting Abuse of Power

Would they still share it if they knew beforehand? Well, out of social comfort without moral accountability they sure did. Fuck face & company mistook control for dominion and forgot they were sucking the sovereign cock of nepotism while making a lie attractive enough for others to repeat and their overkill proved their own intention.

Thy kingdom come back ten fold with receipts bitch. This is what happens when you praise the ones behind digital cowardice causing real harm while fucking over the wrong person and now the consequence is just the natural result of a covenant made with the wrong people, consider this a double cross felony of the soul.

I have a way with words, I should make T-shirts again.

The video file is corrupt, I don’t know why it keeps doing that. So here’s your AI TRANSCRIPT SUMMARY, thanks adobe premiere pro, and no i did not double check it so if it’s fucked it’s fucked I don’t fucking care.

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Hello everyone. Good morning. Here I am.

Okay, so I have a few things to talk about, and I have a few art things, in case you guys wanted to see. Yeah, I have this. And so you guys can actually see there are sequins, rhinestones, messy fish energy. I'm trying to make a whole series of these. I want to do, like, a salsa picante one, and then we'll put that on there.

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And then I have just these little — I don't know. I kind of don't want to show them. I kind of don't. I get really embarrassed and I don't really want to. I have my little—

Okay, that's it. That's all I'm going to show you guys.

Okay, one more.

Yeah. That's it. I can do it.

See, this is my problem.

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I could put all of these up, but every time I sit down to put my art up and I'm like, okay, I'm going to do this, I freak out internally. I don't know what it is. I keep freezing.

Do you guys do that?

I never used to do that. Honestly, it used to be so much easier for me to just start something and be like, all right, here we go.

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Here's my idea. Now I'm totally frozen.

All right, you know what I saw this morning, collective? I saw this video. This 80-year-old woman was livestreaming because she was trying to raise money to get a medical procedure done, and somebody swatted her.

An 80-year-old woman. On live.

SWAT.

You know, I feel like there should be consequences for that shit.

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You know what I mean? There really should be consequences for that shit. There's a consequence for the person that has to experience that, right? Obviously. But there should be consequences for doing that kind of crap. That's completely fucking ridiculous.

But I remember when I was on YouTube, I'm like, I should do a livestream. And my husband told me, no, absolutely not.

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You don't do livestreams. And then he explained the swatting thing to me, and I was like, what the fuck? Are you kidding?

No, not fucking kidding.

So maybe we are talking about getting a SWAT. Maybe we need a SWAT. Maybe we didn't get enough SWAT.

Guys, do you like my fish? I got the fish on today.

So fucking swatting, I just—

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You know what I mean? Do I have anything to add to that? No. No, I don't. I don't have this whole fucking sermon on the mount about the 80-year-old getting swatted. I think that's completely asinine. You know, sickening, actually. I think it's fucking sickening.

But anyway.

I think what bothers me the most about it is not just the act itself, even though the act itself is already fucking deranged. It is the comfort. It is the entitlement. It is the way people can sit behind a screen, press a few buttons, make a phone call, weaponize an entire emergency response system against a person who is just sitting there trying to survive, and then feel like they participated in something.

Because at what point did people start confusing impact with importance? At what point did causing harm become enough proof that you existed? You scared an elderly woman. Congratulations, baby, you did what? You became a glitch with a pulse? You became a digital poltergeist with no moral leaning? Like, get out of here.

And that is why I keep coming back to consequence. Because if the harm gets to arrive immediately, then why is accountability always taking the scenic route with a backpack and a little walking stick? Why does the person harmed have to experience the violence right now, in their body, in their nervous system, in real time, while the person who caused it gets to wait for consequence like it is a package delayed in shipping?

No. That does not sit right with me.

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Yeah, my husband's like, you're absolutely not going on live.

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He said, someone will certainly do that to you. Without a doubt. Someone will do that to you.

Because he already knows I have this way of attracting that kind of shit. And it's not because I'm doing anything. I could just be sitting here.

Three of Cups in the reverse.

But it's like a moth to a flame. I kind of bring out the worst in people.

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King of Cups upright.

I bring out the — not the worst, the realist.

So it's like, whatever you are playing pretend as, now let's see the truth of who you are. And usually I'm going to be the person that finds that out and ends up on the receiving end of some fucking shit.

All right, so King of Cups is upright.

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Three of Cups in the reverse.

This person is surrounded by terrible people. A whole bunch of people that just want to tell this person everything they want to hear, just to keep that person around.

Well, of course that's the case.

All right, so now that we've been a herd of bitches around somebody, did we get Papi's close attention?

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Excuse me, did we—

Oh, it's that energy, guys. Here it is.

Did we get his attention?

Oh, certainly.

So being surrounded by a bunch of vultures — now that sucks.

And these people, because it's the King of Cups, they're holding cups. So I'm going to assume, well, he's got what they want. He's got what they need.

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“In a world full of people, there's one killing me. And if we only die once, I want to die with you.”

Ooh, ooh, ooh.

That's an actual song.

Okay, so anyway.

Oh, we are on something today.

No, we're not. We're not on anything. I've never been on anything.

I know.

All right, so we have hoping, wishing, praying.

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What am I trying to manifest with this King of Cups? I can't stand this. I don't like to see the vultures around this person.

Well, that's the thing. They all kind of, what, join a circle and they're hoping to manifest an outcome.

If we use the SWAT analogy there, I think we're going to be dealing with nothing but consequence. Because that is what I mean by the SWAT analogy. I mean there are people who create an emergency where there was no emergency, simply because they want the power of seeing a system respond. They want the lights, panic, reactions and fucking proof that something moved because of them.

And that is exactly the energy here.

People manufacturing crisis because they cannot manufacture character. People creating drama because they do not have discipline. People pulling alarms inside other people's lives because the only way they know how to feel real is to make somebody else’s peace collapse in public.

So yeah, consequence.

Because you do not get to weaponize a system, a family, a friend group, an institution, a narrative, a platform, a rumor, a resource, a cup, a title, a fucking group chat, and then act confused when the thing you weaponized turns around and asks for your name.

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I like consequence.

Do you like consequence?

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All right. So this is what I'm saying. This is like bringing out the worst in people. Not because you do anything, collective, that actually warrants bringing out the worst in people. It's that people tend to play pretend, and when they're dealing with you, it's where they can no longer play pretend.

So they try to kiss your ass. And then when it doesn't go their way, they throw a tantrum.

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Now isn't that sweet?

I love a tantrum.

Time. It's just a matter of time. Memories. Time. Loyalty.

One more.

Family.

Okay, well, it's just like that.

Oh, there's a loyalty here, so we ain't breaking away from where we're loyal.

And you know what? I have no respect for that.

You know why I don't have any respect for that?

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Because when we see Three of Cups in the reverse, it's like these people are toxic. They're fucking completely asinine. They're off base. Their character assessment sucks. The fuck? These people tell each other what they want to fucking hear. And then some.

Everybody here is enmeshed in probably the human fucking centipede of delusion.

Do you want me — like, how much more do you want me to say about this group of people around you?

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And then the King of Cups is just sitting there, letting it happen. Yeah. Enabling it. That is not diplomacy that is cowardice.

Because sometimes love is not telling people what keeps them comfortable. Sometimes love is looking at the people around you and saying, “No, this is wrong. No, we are not doing this. No, you are not going to sit here and dehumanize somebody, drain somebody, copy somebody, scapegoat somebody, use somebody, and then come sit at my table.”

But this King of Cups energy, instead of doing that, just keeps passing the little cups around.

Here, have some validation. Here, have some emotional sponsorship. Here, have some silence where correction should have been. Here, have some comfort where accountability should have been.

Nobody told the truth. Everybody just kept lighting candles over sewage and calling it loyalty.

But that's the nature of the beast, right?

So now we have a whole lot of, “They're my family. We're doing it because we're family.”

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How sweet. How quaint.

Get over it.

How's that sound?

Get over it. Grow a set of actual balls and fucking get over it.

How's that?

Did I do good, King of Cups?

Here's the whole reason why Three of Cups in the reverse continues to sink. They can SWAT people like that. Yeah, that's that energy.

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That's the enabler.

That's why everybody here is under the assumption that what they're doing is okay and justified. Somebody really just needs to fucking hear it straight.

These people are no fucking good.

All right. But what does that have to do with you, collective? Unless, like I said, that's the people that's around you.

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I don't know. They're making somebody look bad. I'm telling you, these people are making someone look bad.

Adventure. Education.

Yeah. Why don't we fucking do that?

Manifesting.

Okay, so everybody here sucked on the tip, the dick, whatever you want to call it, to get the fucking funding or the enabling for what? The resources. Probably to further advance their career or anything about themselves.

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And I see education and manifesting. So this is the resource guy. This is the person that's supposedly going to give the resources.

And so how did those resources go?

Is everyone here educated? Did everyone here go to school?

Yeah.

And what did they learn?

There's Three of Cups in the reverse.

Oh baby. What a waste. What a definite waste of trying to fucking get people to learn that day.

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You see, these people don't care.

When I see education with Three of Cups in reverse, they're extraordinarily wasteful.

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Completely disconnected from having respect for the resourcefulness of water and what it actually means to obtain that water and take care of that water.

These people are trashing it. They're not taking care of it, and they won't.

So it's a waste of effort to even try.

When I see education — and I hate to be the person that says this, because I am all about education, right?

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We should be educated.

But do we have Cups in reverse?

These people don't want to be.

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It's almost like people here want to be celebrated for doing nothing of actual value.

Well, that's the attention.

There we go on the SWAT energy. The people that called SWAT on that elderly woman felt like what? Vindicated? Justified? Like they did something?

And that's all these types of people ever want to feel. Like they did something. They had a part in something.

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It's pathetic.

Oh, get out of here.

So these people were given a resource, and that resource was to be utilized to make their lives better.

And did they make it better?

Like I said, are we doing good? How's the state of our education? How's the state of absolutely everything here?

These people were given a resource and they knew what they were supposed to do with it.

We are not talking about people who never had access. We are not talking about people who were never shown, never taught, never offered, never handed a ladder, never handed a map, never handed the water, never handed the key.

We are talking about people who were given something and still chose to waste it.

And then, somehow, the person who was never given the thing is treated like the problem. The person who had to build the ladder out of their own bones is treated like the inconvenience. The person who learned through survival and being left outside the room, is treated like the one with the attitude.

No, baby.

The attitude is not the issue.

The issue is that some people were handed resources and still produced nothing but entitlement with a logo on it.

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So I'm assuming, if we're talking about this today, collective, that means you didn't get a resource. Because I'm certain if something was given to you, you would at least make good use of it. Otherwise, I wouldn't be sitting here talking about it.

What a waste.

Okay. So we were supposed to, like I said, move them out of the well. Again, given a resource, told, “Okay, here you go.”

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Even if it's with education. Here's a better way to do things. Here, we can do things better.

And it's completely fucking wasted.

Yeah, of course it is.

Because the meaning is lost on so many people when it comes to having integrity.

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Yeah, dream work makes the team work.

I know what I said.

Because that's what I'm saying. We could just say shit like that and pass it off as the same thing, as if it's the same thing, because that was completely backwards in understanding, wasn't it?

Yeah.

So the meaning that we derive from things is not the same meaning everybody else does.

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Why?

Because a sack of fuck people choose their distortions over actually understanding oneself.

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All right, so we failed at what? Properly educating?

No. Now it's not about proper education.

We failed at giving the wrong individuals what they never should have had access to, what they weren't going to utilize properly at all.

And this is where people get uncomfortable, because they want to pretend all access is automatically noble like giving people resources is always compassionate. They want to pretend opportunity itself is sacred, no matter who receives it and no matter what they do with it.

But no.

Access without integrity and without discipline becomes waste and just having access without reverence becomes entitlement. Access without accountability becomes a whole room full of people holding cups they did not fill, drinking from a well they did not dig, and still somehow acting like they own the water.

That is not education nor is it a community.

That is just a resource being passed around to people who have no relationship with the cost of it.

And then everybody wants to act surprised when the well dries up, when the structure collapses, when the opportunity is gone, when the person who actually knew how to protect it is nowhere to be found because you left them outside like shame.

These people shouldn't have been given that because they're wasteful. And then that takes away from the opportunity, like I said, with the people that were supporting that woman. That's a waste of resources, money, response time, effort — disrespectful to the entire system.

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It's also extraordinarily traumatic. It's sickening. And it's interruptive. And foolish. Absolutely foolish.

Three of Cups in the reverse. These are people that would rather choke on their fucking pride, baby, than admit they were wrong.

So now what are we looking at with the King of Cups and Three of Cups in the reverse? Because all these people are making this energy look bad.

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Like I said, a bunch of vultures sucking on whatever the fuck that person has to offer, or a better way, and then what? Trying to make it look like their own.

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Plans.

Nine of Swords.

Plans, I mean.

Three of Wands. Nine of Swords. The Lovers.

Oh baby, that was a choice.

Come on.

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We're just going to have to admit someone here has to admit they made the wrong choice. They invested in the wrong people. They got comfortable with the wrong people. They made the choice to enable the wrong people.

And that was a choice.

Like I said, either we're going to choke on our pride, or we're going to actually admit here, collective, someone chose the wrong people.

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There is no accident. There was no persuasion. There was no, “Well, you know…”

It's like, boy, oh boy. Just admit you fucked up.

You done goofed.

And then the attempt to course correct is disastrous.

What is the course correction here? How do we course correct this?

I don't know.

00:19:04:25 - 00:19:07:25

I don't know.

00:19:07:27 - 00:19:16:28

I don't know how we course correct this.

You can't.

You chose the wrong people.

Someone here just — they just did.

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They gave that opportunity.

With Three of Cups in the reverse, someone gave that opportunity, handed it right to these people, to think they were ever justified in being this fucking useless and yet impactful.

Entirely useless and yet impactful.

Kind of like jets, right? Carbon emissions of jet fuel.

Ten of Swords.

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So, baby. No.

It's bad.

That's the thing. You see this? The Emperor — he has no control over the kingdom.

The Nine of Swords in the reverse.

No, this is bad, collective. This is one of those situations where you're not going to sit here and make people feel better about themselves.

They have to feel the shame of where they failed.

00:20:03:29 - 00:20:13:02

They have to.

And the reason they have to is because they truly chose not to take any stock into being a leader.

00:20:13:04 - 00:20:38:02

But in being an enabler.

Yeah. I mean, look, they take what you got and then do fuck all with it.

Nine of Swords twice.

Maybe that's bad. That's like the Emperor here is absolutely in the reverse.

We don't respect that. We don't know how to respect that. We don't even know how to recognize this person as a successful anything.

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And if it's the King of Cups, we're not recognizing diplomacy. We're not recognizing emotional competency. We're not recognizing being balanced.

And that's because its opposite, its antithesis, is consistently rewarded.

Bad behavior is constantly rewarded even by its consequence, instead of putting a stop to it.

So people that SWAT an old lady? Yeah, of course these people get to see and experience the real consequence and impact of that.

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Almost immediately.

Versus the actual consequence that needs to be doled out for such shit behavior.

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And with the Three of Wands here, those consequences are always slow, right? To actually show up at the door.

Oh, certainly.

00:21:21:14 - 00:21:27:15

So what does that mean for you, collective?

Somebody here epically failed in your life.

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To where this is a fucking disaster.

King of Cups. What is the King of Cups? Do you guys even know? Because I don't know. I actually don't know what I mean.

I know King of Cups in reverse. Got plenty of those. I could sit here and label that all day.

What's the King of Cups?

Anybody know?

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And maybe that's the problem, because that's kind of what we're supposed to know. That's what we should have known. That's the problem.

So you got a whole lot of people here that make somebody look goddamn stupid, to the point where it's like, yes, these people are holding this King of Cups. They're holding those cups. And yes, they are right by their side.

00:22:16:16 - 00:22:19:16

And yet, wow.

What a failure.

00:22:19:18 - 00:22:27:16

So now that everybody got to partake and indulge in their bullshit, what are we looking at?

Nineteen minutes later?

00:22:27:18 - 00:22:53:19

What does this have to do with you?

I'm curious directly.

Unless it was the Emperor here, maybe. I don't know who that is.

These people are all educated, all up in this batch.

Well, here's the thing, collective. You're always the one that's left out of everything.

I guess this was worth the investment.

Well, we'll just see how that goes then.

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Like I said, this is that energy, collective, that when I see the Three of Cups in the reverse, in a close-knit group, it's like you're left out, baby. You're not anywhere to be found. I'm not anywhere to be found. You're not anywhere to be found, Tracy.

We're nowhere to be found in this bullshit, right?

00:23:15:23 - 00:23:41:26

Kind of the odd one out there.

Yeah.

Who's going to get the last laugh?

Because this is giving nepotism on steroids, where you just give the opportunities to people and hand it to them because you know them, because they are family, because they're whoever.

Give somebody a job, right? Oh, we out here helping somebody get a job just because you know them.

00:23:41:28 - 00:24:07:16

But there's someone that actually applied to that job that's really good at it.

And yet we wonder why there's such a fucking skill issue.

So it's all about who you know here.

So again, what does this have to do with you?

Do tell.

Ace of Cups in the reverse.

Nothing left for you.

There's nothing left for you now.

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There are no opportunities for you. There's nothing for you. It was given to everyone else and they wasted it.

Nothing has been given to you.

Okay? What else does it have to do with you?

Like, fine. Like I said, you sit here like, okay, so nothing's given to you.

Because if the collective that I'm picking up on is anything like me, because there's a reason I'm at the forefront of this one—

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You don't want their fucking money.

We don't care about your bullshit.

Have some integrity.

This collective is not going to start fucking throwing hands and fists over some fucking money. Are you kidding me?

And if you're anything like me, collective, you don't start fights.

But you'll certainly finish one.

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Justice.

There we go.

Two of Swords.

Oh, we didn't—

The Devil.

Oh baby.

You like the shame in somebody's basement?

00:25:08:26 - 00:25:31:26

See, I can't wait for this fucking moment that is bound to take place because Kamasutra—

No, I'm just kidding.

Try Karma Chameleon.

Fine. They want to fuck — I don't know, what do I say? They want to fuck with you.

They're taking that cup. Ace of Cups in the reverse. They took it.

Fine, baby.

00:25:31:28 - 00:25:46:08

Now they know what they're attached to.

They want to behave like a fucking bitch? Then there you go.

Rope a marlin, baby.

We're all going to hell in a handbasket, and I trust fall.

00:25:46:10 - 00:26:10:27

I like it. I like it, baby.

Because, look, these people are taking what's yours. Using it out of context, out of alignment, as we've already talked about.

When I see The Lovers, these people — what the fuck? They want to engage in a fantasy.

Well baby, let's see where that fantasy leads them.

This is the best version of that.

00:26:10:29 - 00:26:35:26

Did these people forget that was yours?

It wasn't theirs.

This was yours. Whatever this Ace of Cups represents.

They thought they were just going to take what was yours and do fuck all with it. And what? Take you off the cliff like Mufasa?

Yeah, baby.

Then we see ourselves all in the same room, roped by the same devil.

00:26:35:28 - 00:26:55:16

Yeah, I like to see that.

I love it. I love it.

Because when I see the Three of Cups in reverse, that wasn't for these people. This wasn't their opportunity. That wasn't theirs.

What is this?

I don't know.

But what I can say for you—

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Baby, you're going in blind.

You don't even know half the shit. You don't even know half the shit these people are up to.

And that is the best part about it, right?

You're kind of just there like me. Like I said, you're just sitting there like you don't know shit.

You're blinded to a certain truth. That same sword is going to be held up in court or in justice somewhere along the line.

00:27:25:28 - 00:27:40:09

And the best part about this, actually, is that you don't know how fucked everyone truly is.

Like I said, justice has to be blind.

Well, then you stayed blind because maybe you didn't know shit.

00:27:40:11 - 00:28:05:08

That's what it means to be the devil cast down anyway, right?

Everybody celebrating, having a good time with each other, doing all these things. They got access to the same resource.

Meanwhile, you've been left out. You're the one that's constantly villainized.

Yeah. There's nothing wrong with that, though.

That's going to work out.

Because you already seen the beast.

00:28:05:10 - 00:28:08:10

You ain't scared.

00:28:08:12 - 00:28:34:27

You know what I mean?

Again, with the education and the opportunity and that, okay, here's the resources and here's where we're going to put all that new in, and you spend all your time, your dedication, giving that to people, or even if it's just your time.

But they would rather give it to everybody else and villainize you.

Then we'll see who's the real demon.

00:28:34:29 - 00:28:38:21

See baby?

Because guess what?

Like I said—

00:28:38:23 - 00:28:47:26

The bitch and company would rather choke on their pride? Then by all means, they're going to be choking on something.

All right.

00:28:47:28 - 00:30:11:05

That's not—

That ain't even right.

So anyway, what about you?

Curse.

Yeah.

Now you become a curse instead of a blessing.

And you know when that happens, collective? When you become a curse instead of a blessing in somebody's life, that's because of where they chose to put you.

They took the well and called it poison. They took the mirror and called it an attack. They took the person who could have shown them a better way and shoved her into the basement like shame, then acted surprised when the whole fucking house started smelling like rot.

That is not you becoming evil. That is the blessing becoming evidence.

Because a blessing does not become a curse by existing. A blessing becomes a curse when somebody mishandles it long enough, lies about it long enough, exploits it long enough, disrespects it long enough, and then realizes the thing they tried to bury is the exact thing that proves what they did.

So now you are not just a person in their story anymore, you are the “actually, no, this happened” standing in the room while everybody else tries to cough loudly and change the subject.

So now you're the very thing that they wish they never met.

00:30:11:07 - 00:31:51:17

They wish they never saw.

And it's not because you did anything wrong.

They wish they never heard your name. They wish they never got close enough to whatever it is about you they thought they could use and benefit from, and then act like you were the fucking problem for noticing.

And again, it is not because you did anything wrong. That is the part that kills me. It is not because you showed up with evil jazz hands, slide to the left take it back now ya’ll and ruined everybody’s life. It is because these people were fucking around. They were disrespecting you as a person in just about every way they could find.

Your time. Your intelligence. Your heart. Your work. Your patience. Your boundaries. Your ability to see through them. Your ability to keep going when they thought they had already put you down.

And that is the part they cannot stand. Because now your existence is attached to the receipt.

They do not regret meeting you because you ruined their lives. They regret meeting you because your existence ruined the lie they were living in.

It's because they were fucking around. Fucking around so heavily, disrespecting you as a person in just about every other way.

With those Three of Cups in the reverse, this person hangs out with people that disparage you.

And like I said, we're just going to watch somebody get dehumanized that way? Be spoken to like that? About like that?

Blah, blah, blah, blah, blah.

00:31:51:19 - 00:32:14:20

Yeah, that's what these people did.

So now you'll be the curse instead of the blessing.

I like it. I think that's exactly what it should be.

Like I said, they wish they never knew your name. They wish they were never associated.

Oh, but they weren't wishing that when you were, you know, the wishing well.

00:32:14:22 - 00:32:18:14

Only you.

That's my child.

Wait a minute.

00:32:18:16 - 00:32:47:09

Okay. So what do we say about the group, the Three of Cups in the reverse?

Well, people like the social comfort of being connected, baby, but they didn't want the moral accountability that comes with failing you, and whatever that looks like.

So where these people have failed you, they didn't want that moral accountability.

But rest assured, they were all gung-ho, ready to go as a group together in disparaging you.

00:32:47:11 - 00:33:14:25

Ace of Swords.

Nine of Pentacles.

Always a long time coming, I see.

Oh yeah. Oh yeah.

That's a mighty sword.

Did we go over the mighty one yesterday?

Oh, no. That belongs to Tracy and I. Tracy and I carry a really big stick.

And a few other—

I love that I can't even talk.

Well, that's made up of a lot of—

00:33:14:27 - 00:33:38:11

Why is that happening again?

Okay. So anyway, I was going to say the scenic route again.

Maybe that's not a scenic route. That's like, this was fucking ridiculous. It was so stupid that it didn't have to be.

The truth, or whatever the fuck, things are as clear-cut as the terms and conditions. It wasn't confusing for anyone.

00:33:38:13 - 00:35:07:00

Hey, being a decent person should never have been confusing to anyone.

Excuse me.

But we'll go back to the nature of social media and things like that.

Oh, but they enable each other, and they feel so comfortable in a digital world. So long as they can keep telling each other the same stories of validation and keep validating on repeat, they think they don't have to answer to real life.

And that is the disease of it, people get used to being agreed with by people who are just as disconnected from consequence as they are. They get used to the applause of other people who also do not have to clean the blood off the floor.

So they call consensus reality.

They mistake a comment section, a group chat, a family system, a little circle of nodding heads, for an actual moral structure.

And then real life walks in.

Real life always walks in.

Real life does not care how many people clapped for the lie. Real life does not care how many people said, “No, you were right.” Real life does not care how many people helped you make the delusion look socially acceptable.

Because eventually the person you dehumanized is still a person. Eventually the thing you stole still has an origin. Eventually the truth still has a body.

00:35:07:02 - 00:36:40:09

Social media man, am I right?

It has conditioned people in a way that is genuinely fucking embarrassing. People will sit behind a screen, gather a little circle of equally unwashed opinions, and suddenly think because five dipshits with a phone agreed with them, reality has been consulted.

No, baby. That is not discernment. That is a digital cock sucking circle jerk with a ring light kit off amazon, bezos mc sheezos.

A comment section is not a conscience. A platform is not a moral structure. A bunch of people hyping each other up while they act like absolute fucking losers does not make anyone righteous. It just means everybody found the same trash fire, pulled up a lawn chair, and started calling the smoke incense not inhaling like Bill fucking Clit ton.

And that is where people get dangerous, because they start confusing online validation with real life innocence. They think because somebody laughed, because somebody liked it, because somebody said, “No, you ate,” that means they are not going to choke on the bones later.

But real life is still there, baby.

The person they harmed is still there. The nervous system they fucked with is still there. The resource they wasted is still wasted. The lie they repeated is still a lie. The thing they stole still has an origin. The person they dehumanized did not become less human because a bunch of emotionally inept fuck faces.

00:36:40:11 - 00:36:53:07

Like I said, everybody's a fucking expert, aren't they?

Watch a couple of videos and now we know how to fucking do home repairs.

Haven't we talked about that 45,000 times?

00:36:53:09 - 00:37:23:05

Without any respect, like I've said before, and honoring the craft of whatever that is.

So this is a long time coming for those that have been really comfortable sitting behind a screen.

Three of Cups in the reverse says, oh boy, these people were enabled by someone to think that behavior was ever acceptable or wasn't going to lead to somewhere disastrous.

Was anybody here thinking about—

No.

Here's the thing, nobody here—

00:37:23:07 - 00:37:44:24

And we're not even going to finish that sentence.

The answer is obviously not. Obviously not.

People are not thinking about where that was going to lead, whether it be that nepotism, collective, or whatever it is.

Like I said, the education, the waste of resources. Where is that and how did that go?

00:37:44:26 - 00:38:13:25

That's how it went.

How does that look, guys?

An epic fucking betrayal.

An epic judgment, baby.

That means God's Chase is on the case with this one. I'm telling you.

That's how it went. Disastrous.

Disastrous.

You were betrayed in ways you never should have been.

Fucked over for the very last time.

I like that. I think that's what we want to hear at this point.

00:38:13:27 - 00:38:40:08

Fucked over for the very last time.

These people thought they had accrued what could do you in.

But they didn't realize that was the apple they probably shouldn't have shared.

And that was the point.

And that's the point that's so lost on people that can't think for themselves anymore.

That was the fucking apple.

Eat the apple.

Don't share the apple.

00:38:40:10 - 00:38:44:04

Should you share the apple, you may find yourselves condemned.

00:38:44:06 - 00:39:15:29

But yeah, blame a snake and then say it was talking to you.

Okay, I'm telling you guys, somebody here took a fucking apple.

And I like it because we all like nutritious, delicious things to eat.

But that doesn't mean, like I said, they should have been sharing that apple with everybody.

So the very thing these people took and shared and divvied out amongst each other, that's the very thing they shouldn't have engaged with probably at all.

00:39:16:01 - 00:39:43:20

And that's, you know, the Knight of Wands, Temperance in the reverse, the Hierophant.

Antagonizing who?

Who was antagonizing who here?

And that's the thing I was telling my husband, because while we were talking about this, when he would tell me no — because, like I said, I'm a moth to a flame for that kind of shit with people's most terrible intentions, and I don't have to do anything.

00:39:43:22 - 00:40:01:03

But as I was saying, I certainly would never antagonize a fight.

I'll just go in swinging.

I'll definitely finish one, though.

And this is what I'm saying, collective. All of these people think you're coming at them. You're doing all these things.

00:40:01:05 - 00:40:14:21

So what was antagonized here again?

Tell me about this antagonism.

Oh, this is bad.

Ten of Swords, man.

Well, I mean, you went through it.

The Emperor in the reverse.

00:40:14:23 - 00:40:43:12

Brought out the fucking worst.

No.

Brought out the truest intentions of somebody's shit fucking behavior.

Nasty motherfucker right here.

The Emperor in the reverse. The person that has abused their position of authority.

Thinking they could work to antagonize, put an end to, and then call themselves—

Well, this is like I told you.

Star.

Someone thought they could put you down and put themselves on top.

00:40:43:14 - 00:40:51:11

Oh, they forgot who was on top.

Yeah, I didn't mean it like that.

They seem to have forgotten.

00:40:51:13 - 00:40:57:03

That's wrong.

So somebody here gets fucked right on out of their own position.

00:40:57:05 - 00:41:09:20

And if not — like I said, collective — that person is you. Or you've gotten fucked right on out.

But this motherfucker right here, Emperor in the reverse, is on borrowed fucking time.

00:41:09:22 - 00:41:34:08

What does that mean?

I don't know. What does that mean?

Yeah, it's not like we have respect for this Emperor in the reverse.

This person's not the authority. They shouldn't have this much control.

This energy here thought they had control in your life. Absolute control.

Baby, are they your dad? Are they your father? Are they your God?

00:41:34:10 - 00:41:56:26

Who is this person?

I think we've done this before. Did we do this before?

We did do this before.

Who is this person?

This Emperor in the reverse.

This no-nuts bitch foundation.

Is it a family member? I don't know.

Is it a foundation?

It's an established something-or-other.

Who's that?

00:41:56:28 - 00:42:18:25

Okay, so they'd rather choke on their pride than meet their shame.

Breaking point.

There it is.

Some real sick bastard here thinks they're in control and can play God, using people's lives like little pawns, moving them around.

And then if we see those cups, they're keeping people, well, satiated — not satiated, placated.

00:42:18:27 - 00:42:22:10

Placate them so that they never see the truth.

00:42:22:12 - 00:42:29:05

Oh, everyone here is fucked, right?

I like it.

So what does that mean for you?

00:42:29:07 - 00:42:35:07

Damn, dude.

Damn.

Like I said, that person just tried to exert total control.

00:42:35:09 - 00:42:59:15

The sickening part is that when you see the Three of Cups in the reverse and the King of Cups coming out that way, these people were given the advantage to even believe that was acceptable.

So we tried to exert total fucking control. We fucked up big time.

All right, Ace of Wands.

Because who's carrying the really big stick?

00:42:59:17 - 00:43:24:26

Do you even understand?

Because I don't understand.

We're 38 minutes into this.

You guys know how much I love this Tower. I love when bullshit falls apart. You guys know it.

I love it. I do.

All right. We got a whole lot of bullshit, collective. A whole lot of people thinking they were important and a whole lot of audacity.

00:43:24:28 - 00:43:32:15

There's someone here who holds a lot of audacity.

I mean, it could be me. It probably is me.

00:43:32:17 - 00:43:43:26

I have a lot. I do.

I have a lot of audacity.

Why do I have a lot of audacity?

I don't know. It's probably childhood trauma.

00:43:43:28 - 00:44:10:01

I've never had to answer to anybody.

I'm kidding. I'm joking. That was a joke.

I've had to answer to such atrocious violence, which has essentially been my God in my life. And I know I've talked about this before.

In all seriousness, all jokes aside, it's such a shame, collective, when it just feels like some of us have been touched by the devil, right?

00:44:10:03 - 00:44:34:19

And embraced by it before we ever knew a God.

And it is such a shame.

But that is the failure of someone here.

It was never supposed to be that way for you.

That's what I'm telling you.

And so this Tower, baby, when I see it next to the Knight of Pentacles, is something you've been waiting for.

00:44:34:21 - 00:45:06:14

And if you haven't been waiting for it, it's been waiting for you.

And it's been a long time.

But when we see that Knight of Pentacles, that's what we like to see next to something like the Tower, because that means it's assuredly correct, and it has accounted for everything. And it is reliable, right?

Because if you saw any other knight here, it would be momentary, right?

Because the Knight of Pentacles is the slowest, but it's reliable.

00:45:06:16 - 00:45:31:04

So while you're waiting for things to kind of just align themselves and put themselves into place, you put in all of this hard work.

You know what I mean?

You put in all the hard work, the discipline. You persevere. You're better for it.

And then finally, when you have what you're looking for and everything else falls away, you're good.

00:45:31:06 - 00:45:42:26

This is, like, the rest of your life good.

You know what I mean?

So your life is definitely about to get a whole lot better.

For better.

00:45:42:28 - 00:46:09:23

In a more permanent way. Not just fleeting moments.

So yeah, everyone took what was supposed to be yours, and they had their success for as long as they had it, and they got nowhere with it.

Collective, you're the one with the discipline.

You're the one with the discipline.

When you're sitting there in hell with that devil, collective, hell is the place of visceral truth.

00:46:09:25 - 00:46:34:12

It's the forge.

And when you are willing to bang yourself out — I told you, to master Damascus steel that many motherfucking times — and you sit with that beast and you don't lie about it, you're better for it.

Because you have a discipline most of these people don't have.

And that's where they fucked up.

Their complete lack of discipline.

00:46:34:14 - 00:46:37:14

I agree.

00:46:37:16 - 00:47:19:17

My husband and I joke about it all the time.

I'm like, I don't want to die.

He's like, why?

I'm like, because then I'm going to have to face God. And I don’t know what file God has on me, but I do my life ended up being the epitome of “I can explain. There’s context.”

I am the type of person who would take accountability for a crime I did not commit because everybody else trashed the place and I was holding the broom to clean it up while those motherfuckers abandoned ship. But hey, if I am the problem, then I am the solution.

00:47:19:19 - 00:48:37:20

I might get a spanking. Oh I am definitely getting a spanking. I came from hell, but to be fair I was thrown in. Straight up. Bent over the celestial knee. Call it lost time I never got to know Big Papi.

I never did anything wrong. I survived the beast.

Collective, so did you.

All of this to say, it's disgusting when somebody else takes control and hijacks an entire system, a nervous system, whatever fucking system. Somebody else does the damage, and then somehow you are the one left to manage it. They get to leave the scene, and you are left living inside the aftermath.

You know, taking, like I said, resourcefully hijacking the system like that. Whatever the fuck that means. And yes, I said resourcefully hijacking. Do I know what that means? Spiritually, yes. Grammatically, mind your business. The sentence came out with a limp but it made it where it was fucking going.

King of Pentacles? King of whatever the fuck — in the cup form, in the reverse.

King of Cups, King of Pentacles, King of “I Don’t Know But He’s Pissing Me Off.” Pick a king, baby. They’re all in the basement today.

00:48:37:22 - 00:48:52:24

That's more like it.

Yeah, that's the bitch.

Well enjoy the collapse of authority that was never legitimate in the first place.

Whatever the fuck this person spent, they're going to be paying so much more.

Oh, this motherfucker right here spent a lot of fucking money only to realize they were funding their own problem.

00:48:52:26 - 00:49:17:01

They had the position to know better, but let the wrong people drink from the cup anyway.

I can't even get over this. The wrong people were given access, resources, protection, and authority,

This person right here wasted a lot of fucking money. Spent a lot of fucking money.

And if it wasn't the King of Cups in reverse that did it, somebody did it on their behalf.

What a waste.

Yeah. Somebody here — or this could be tantrum extraordinaire.

00:49:17:03 - 00:49:45:02

This King of Cups in reverse doesn't have to be the one that spent a lot of fucking money.

No, they wasted a lot of fucking money.

And what?

And all they can do is sit there in the ruins of what was wasted. Tuition paid directly into the mouth of a fucking liar.

Spent. Not invested. All that supposed help only produced arrogance.

Even if that investment, like I said, collective, was education, advancement. When you think of education, you think of potential, opportunity, growth.

But some people do not become educated. They become credentialed. They collect the paper and the access and still walk out intellectually inept.

00:49:45:04 - 00:51:02:13

Baby, life has been teaching you everything you know.

That was no Emperor's doing, life threw a fucking chair at your face and said “here catch.”

I'm telling you, collective, if you're anything like me, you learned everything you know faced with that beast, that devil, those streets, from no handouts. We didn’t run into the street screaming every time it showed its teeth. We didn’t tell on it.

We learned the beast because we had to live close enough to it to survive, and that is a different kind of education than whatever the fuck these people bought, borrowed, inherited, or laminated into a certificate.

But you see why you're better for it? You’re better for it because you actually had to develop the muscle, learn the pattern. You had to build the discipline. You had to become accurate because being wrong was the cost of your actual life.

Because a lot of people here are about to show that this is a total skill issue. Discernment. Discipline. Actual capacity.

See? This is what happens when we get our degree in the dark. No graduation. No cap and gown. Now we're fluent in the dialect of danger.

00:51:02:15 - 00:51:07:13

I keep saying that, but it is a complete and total skill issue. Some people are about to find out just how talented they are not and where they have not refined their experience into true wisdom.

00:51:07:15 - 00:51:13:29

Where they think they had all the power and the control, having access is not the same thing as having mastery. Because when everything artificial falls away what is left is what they actually know how to do.

00:51:14:01 - 00:51:39:12

That's really all I have to say about that

So people want to treat you like you are the shame. You're the demon. You know, whatever, whatever. It is easier to demonize the person who actually did refine the pain into perception than admit you had the same access to experience and still chose to become a fucking hazard.

They fucking validated each other, collective, in leaving you out. Excluded you then acted like your absence was evidence.

Joke's on every last one of these motherfucking losers, because they're going to be sitting in their own pile of ruins, and they certainly can't afford it.

Now they have to pay with whatever they actually built, whatever they actually know, whatever they actually became when nobody else’s labor, light, language, or nervous system is available to subsidize their bullshit.

00:51:39:14 - 00:51:54:29

We're going to see just how much was dependent, then, collective, on you. Nobody would have been able to do half the shit they did if it was not for what you gave them. Your energy, your ideas, your willingness to keep showing up.

How much do you think was actually dependent on you being here and being able to be exploited this way?

Because baby, that is what we are about to find out. What still works when your insight is not being siphoned? We are going to see what was theirs, what was yours, and what was only functioning because they had access to you.

00:51:55:01 - 00:51:58:01

I love it.

00:51:58:03 - 00:52:07:05

I think that's exactly what needs to happen, especially for a collective so fucking wonderful.

You have the potential, collective.

It's you.

00:52:07:07 - 00:52:22:20

Queen of Swords in the reverse.

My other favorite. A mouth running without a license.

These two fucking idiots keep coming out.

They just keep coming out together.

What a fucking moron.

What a fucking moron.

00:52:22:22 - 00:52:29:16

An unintelligent fucking moron.

This is the advanced placement program for an honors level dumbfuck right here.

00:52:29:18 - 00:54:13:18

Tell me more about Queen of Swords here.

Cause this is the mouth with the whole goddamn narrative who knew exactly how to slice and then stood there blinking like she couldn't figure out where all the fucking blood came from.

Queen of Wands, right. The person who knows how to be seen but not necessarily how to be honest, just gotta make the narrative look good.

Ten of Wands.

Heavy as fuck because somebody kept carrying a lie like it was a family heirloom tomato, passed down but never once questioned why its not rotting yet.

Seven of Swords.

They kept you outside the room then pointed at you being outside the room as evidence that you didn’t belong there, look at the two swords still waiting, just think of them as withholding the social legitimacy on one sword and the benefit of the doubt on the other.

Then when you are standing there with no support, they go, “See?”

Knight of Swords in the reverse.

An impulsive fucking idiot who thought speed of charging in with no fucking discipline and no brakes.

Wow.

This person made everybody look bad. They didn’t just embarrass themselves they dragged the whole circus tent with the rent a clown Paul Blart down with them, even the elephants are fucking screaming.

This person essentially laid the foundation to normalize treating you like you are just someone people can continue to infiltrate like an open door anybody can waltz right through whenever they're bored.

Like this was normal.

Everybody had collectively lost their goddamn minds.

00:54:13:20 - 00:55:22:28

This is extraordinarily deceitful.

So the enabler gives the cups.

The 3 of cups quartet validates the lie

The Queen of Swords reversed hands everybody the script like she’s the linguistics department of the fucking gaslight factory. The Queen of Wands gives the performance.

The Seven of Swords slips through the alleyway of nobody needs to know logistics. The Knight of Swords comes no knock crashing through the fucking door. The Emperor reversed gives the false authority.

So by the time the harm reaches you, it does not look like one person being shitty. It looks like “the way things are.”

These two clusterfucks, quite literally, have fucked over absolutely everyone.

I don't mean to laugh, but it's like, wow, what a bunch of fucking numbnuts chasing and following these fuckers around and continuing to enable them. They needed not seeing you to keep their own structure intact.

Like I said, everybody's going to be sitting in a pile of their own fucking ruins since their bad judgment has apparently turned into a group activity.

00:55:23:00 - 00:55:27:16

Fucking losers.

Like it was never acceptable to be this aggressive.

00:55:27:18 - 00:55:54:23

These people felt justified in their strategy, I'm telling you.

But it was reliant on that betrayal, right?

Relying upon being deceiving, not actually having the upper hand.

These people should be so ashamed of themselves, and they really are going to be.

That's the thing.

There's elusive.

And because I have to explain this — I didn't explain this last time, but I'll explain this again.

00:55:54:25 - 00:57:13:17

This card says elusive.

Underneath it, it says dishonest, deception, trickery.

Elusive is not a synonym of deception. Okay? Elusive may be difficult or trickier to get to the bottom of, but there could be a lot of variables as to why that is.

And this is why words matter and people think I am arguing semantics Mr. Miles, because thats how language becomes violence.

It is easier to call something deceptive than to admit you do not understand it. It is easier to accuse something of trickery than to admit you do not have the patience, discipline, or humility to investigate it properly.

Somebody used the wrong word long enough that people started treating the wrong meaning like it was true.

Elusive may be difficult or trickier to get to the bottom of, but there could be a lot of variables as to why that is.

It does not have the intention of deceiving you just because your ass cannot immediately access it.

Something requiring actual effort, patience, maturity, whatever the fuck, discernment, or God forbid, a functioning thought process, does not automatically mean it's some cartoon villain jacking off in a dark corner scheming up your damn demise.

00:57:13:19 - 00:58:09:22

And that may just be the strategy — strategizing just how to be as elusive as possible in trying to find out where the deception actually lies.

So this is blurring the line of discernable difference from what we can influence in each other instead of what we actually have to critically think about.

And in doing so, and following these motherfuckers, everybody here is about to be roped in.

Slapping a label on something ain't the same as knowing what the fuck it actually is. And just because a bunch of dipshits start nodding along like bobbleheads in the same burning shitbox of a car doesn't mean a single one of them knows where the fuck they're careening off to.

Passing interpretations around like a communal goddamn chapstick then looking all shocked when everybody winds up with the same infected herp a derp mouth.

00:58:09:24 - 00:58:27:14

Right in front of the judge.

Okay, so anyway, let me have some coffee.

What else do we have?

What do we have, guys?

That needs a stir.

Yeah.

Well, collective, it seems like you would have been the better option.

00:58:27:16 - 00:58:33:06

But instead, everybody was just so busy blaming you.

Scapegoating you, more like that.

00:58:33:08 - 00:59:00:22

Emotional storm.

Obsession.

Clinging.

Boundaries.

So I told you, somebody here has an issue with these boundaries.

What are these?

Well, they're necessary.

Somebody here is having a fucking meltdown as soon as you draw the line with them and say enough is enough.

You draw that fucking line, they have a fucking meltdown.

But this lady's face is similar to this lady's face.

00:59:00:24 - 00:59:12:04

And this lady's face has cling wrap on it.

So where people try to make it seem like they love you, they're actually suffocating you.

How's that sound?

00:59:12:06 - 00:59:42:09

Yeah, but there it is.

From their perspective, it's love, right?

And from yours?

Very big difference here.

Very big difference.

But it looks like we wanted to put on display an entirely different set of circumstances.

Yeah.

We like perspective, don't we?

Except there's the truth, collective: your perspective and your experience versus what's on the other side.

And so, like I said, I think people have had enough time—

00:59:42:11 - 00:59:45:24

Acting like they're righteous in any sort of capacity.

00:59:45:26 - 01:00:13:04

Yeah. Because you've been affected extraordinarily negatively by these people.

And that doesn't mean that's for everyone.

Meaning, when I see it this way with those Three of Cups, people here were more than capable of being decent with each other. They were more than capable of expressing love to you, collective, that wasn't trying to kill you.

So these people have proven they have a sense of discipline.

01:00:13:06 - 01:00:34:09

Yeah. And a capability of not acting like a fucking loser like that.

Yeah, they did. They showed that.

Isn't that great?

Yeah. That's wonderful, because that just means these people were aware.

That's what that means.

All right. I'm having my coffee now.

Give me thirty seconds before I—

01:00:34:11 - 01:00:57:24

Start some fucking shit.

So, like I said, long time coming, guys.

And that's that situation with that woman.

I'm telling you, there needs to be real consequences that are swift and impactful.

Similarly to how people can behave so atrociously and have those kinds of impacts, I think the other side of that deserves the same consideration.

01:00:57:26 - 01:01:30:00

You know what I mean, collective?

Because like I said, once the SWAT team shows up, there it is.

And that woman's terrified, and it's a violent situation, and things are going on.

And that's an immediate consequence on that woman.

And she won't even see any reparations for that until later.

And that just goes to show that type of enabling behavior, especially on social media, rewards and gives kind of a dopamine hit, right, of immediate instant gratification.

01:01:30:02 - 01:01:55:22

For some people, believing they're vindicated.

But here's Justice.

Here's Knight of Pentacles, which says you guys have been waiting a very long time to ever see justice for whatever it is your situation is.

You have been waiting unreasonably, I will say, a long time.

But again, when you see the Knight of Pentacles, then that's okay.

You know why that's okay?

01:01:55:24 - 01:02:22:18

Pays the bills.

It does.

And it's reliable.

And it's not because it was handed to you.

You can't say, oh, well, you were given an opportunity.

For some of you here, it really matters to you that what comes of whatever it is you're looking for is from your hard work and your actual discipline.

You don't like when things are handed to you.

01:02:22:20 - 01:02:49:29

If you're anything like me, you're going to take the fucking low road, the zigzag road. You're going to take the eighth-dimensional road of hell, and then you're going to crawl your way back up just to prove the point that you don't rely on people and their bullshit.

That you'll go against anyone, even if that Emperor in the reverse is a whole God itself you'd be at war with.

01:02:50:01 - 01:03:15:21

You know what I mean?

Because that's exactly what I mean.

If it meant you're doing the right thing for yourself, you don't care what opportunities can be given. You don't give a fuck.

This is the straight and narrow path.

I'm telling you, collective, you're walking the finest fucking thread, the finest wire.

And you don't let things distract you like that.

01:03:15:23 - 01:03:39:29

So you can say this is a result of your honest work.

Like I said, your discipline, your honest work to be an honest person, a good person with the right intentions.

But not just the right intentions, collective, because intentions, for as good as they are, it's all about action too.

And I feel like you get both in line.

01:03:40:01 - 01:04:05:11

Because I'm seeing Justice and the Knight of Pentacles, which means, yeah, that's exactly what I'm saying.

You wouldn't want it any other way.

You would not want to be handed the same opportunity that all of these other motherfucking bitches got, because that would cheapen the person you are.

And I'm not saying that because it does.

I'm saying that's your belief.

01:04:05:13 - 01:04:31:23

You would want this to be reliable in you, because of you, because of what you've done, as a direct result of you.

Not because of what somebody perceives your worth as.

So I would say, choke on it, bitches.

All right.

Final thoughts?

The finale?

The grand finale?

There's elusive again.

Well, that path is unclear. You don't know what's ahead.

01:04:31:25 - 01:05:00:04

It isn't clear.

But I want to focus on this card here.

So, about elusive deception.

And it's like that when we put on display — here's the card.

And how many people have this deck, right?

How many people have this deck of cards and tell whatever perspective or whatever story they're seeing in front of them?

But how many people actually think about how misaligned these words are?

01:05:00:06 - 01:05:25:07

But then the insinuation that is created because of it, that you wouldn't even think about, and how many people are holding that deck.

And that metaphor could be used for social media or anything where it's like, because it's legitimate, or because we all have access to it, or when we see education, just because we all think we're looking at the same thing—

01:05:25:09 - 01:05:35:03

Doesn't mean it's actually aligned.

And it doesn't mean it isn't trying to influence what we think.

There's a whole other influence happening here.

01:05:35:05 - 01:05:58:07

Excuse me.

And this is where words truly lose their meaning by this influence.

And if you didn't know these words, right? I'm saying, if English isn't your first language, right? English isn't your first language. You would think, okay, well, these must be synonymous and this is what this means.

And then we carry that belief forward.

01:05:58:09 - 01:06:22:04

But at some point, enough is enough.

And you know when it's enough, collective?

When you are the person that's more than capable of pointing that out and showing people the way and saying, okay, here it is.

And then you being put down unfairly, wrongly — Ten of Swords — in a way that's embarrassing to what lives instead of you.

01:06:22:06 - 01:06:35:25

So the other side of that betrayal thinks that should have a life that's more meaningful than yours.

And that is the part we have to remember when we get excited about praising a genocide.

01:06:35:27 - 01:06:40:25

Because somebody else told us someone was evil, or whatever they tell us.

01:06:40:27 - 01:07:03:07

Because this influence right here, like I said, enough people didn't know any better. They don't know any better.

But it's one thing to not know.

And that's another to try to put down the person that does, the person that actually carves the way and the path of things getting better and provides what is necessary.

01:07:03:09 - 01:07:29:21

In a way that educates people, instead of keeping them stuck in their bullshit and telling them everything they want to hear.

Yeah, that is wrong.

That is wrong.

You tell me, collective.

At this point, we have to be looking at why everybody else is standing untouched by consequence.

Why are they more important than you?

And that's a question you can ask.

01:07:29:23 - 01:07:42:29

And that is a question worth asking.

Why are these individuals more important to provide for?

Yes, I want—

I don't have chocolate right now. I will be out in five minutes.

01:07:43:01 - 01:07:46:01

Five minutes.

Five.

01:07:46:03 - 01:08:21:18

Okay. This one is like a pencil in there, I know.

Yes, you can pick something. I just don't have chocolate.

You can find something else.

Then I'll be out in five minutes. Give me—

Okay. Five minutes.

Yes, yes, I will.

So anyway, five minutes and then I'm done.

So the grief here is this, collective: everyone here could praise each other. They could praise somebody else's daughter. They could praise somebody else's art. They could praise somebody else's intelligence. They could praise somebody else's influence.

01:08:21:20 - 01:10:19:09

But when it was you, you were considered a demon.

When it was you, you were a shame.

You were this thing that nobody wanted to name, nobody wanted to admit associating with.

But they could praise somebody else's whoever.

And that's the point.

And I'll say it again, because it's worth mentioning.

These people could praise someone else's daughter for doing so much less than all the things you have done.

And that is the grief right there. It is not that these people did not know how to praise somebody. They knew how to clap. They knew how to smile. They knew how to say, “Oh my God, look at her.” They knew how to support somebody else’s daughter, somebody else’s art, somebody else’s little Pinterest-board-ass dream, somebody else’s intelligence, somebody else’s bullshit version of the thing you had to bleed your way into understanding.

They could recognize intelligence when it came from somebody they did not have to feel guilty about. They could recognize talent when it was packaged in a way that did not make them look like absolute dogshit for what they refused to see in you.

So no, this was not incapacity.

This was not, “Oh, we didn’t know how.”

You knew how, baby. You knew exactly how. You just got real fucking selective when the praise had to land on the person you were busy treating like shame in the basement.

They cannot say they were incapable of love. They cannot say they were incapable of support. They cannot say they did not know how to recognize effort, beauty, intelligence, art, discipline, survival, or disciplined hard work.

They recognized it just fine.

They praised it just fine.

They supported it just fine.

Just not when it was you.

01:10:19:11 - 01:10:43:16

Without any sort of support in it.

And I think that's the most important part.

So when I see the Ten of Swords and when I see it coming out this way—

It's okay. I will make that when I get out.

I need you to stop opening the door. Okay?

I will be out now in four minutes.

01:10:43:18 - 01:11:18:25

So what it took for you to become the person you are today is not because of anything that was handed to you or set up for you.

You were set up to fail in all senses of the word.

Not only fail, but to be absolutely bulldozed by that Emperor in the reverse energy.

That person in your life that has absolutely abused their authority when they never should have had that authority over you, when they did not have the right to claim to have it at all.

01:11:18:27 - 01:11:53:13

But what we don't get to do is put out the only person that is capable of showing us a better way, a more honest way, by forcing us to really look at ourselves and what we're doing.

And just because people don't like the way their own face looks in the mirror, and their words sound right back at them, it doesn't mean we get to put down the person that's willing to show everyone exactly what resides in everyone's intentions and their hearts and just about everything else.

01:11:53:15 - 01:12:01:03

So if these people can praise each other, then certainly they can also point the finger at each other too.

01:12:01:05 - 01:12:26:05

Because the days of you being a martyr are long done.

Let these people sit in the shame of everything that they are, that they condone for each other, and the shame that they ever tried to put, like I said, the attention and the blame where it didn't belong.

I said these people were capable, and I'll repeat myself, of praising someone else.

01:12:26:07 - 01:12:43:28

Okay. One more.

Because I don't know when to stop.

Ace of Cups in reverse. Nine of Wands in the reverse. Four of whatever and Seven of whatever. Not Swords and Cups.

At some point, even your defenses get tired of defending you from people who should have simply known how to act accountable.

Collective we are done guarding a gate for people who should not be this fucking committed to trespassing.

01:12:44:00 - 01:13:11:18

Let these people sit in the shame of everything they condone for each other, and the shame that they ever tried to put, like I said, the attention and the blame where it didn't belong.

I don't see us just going down without a fight.

But when we see Ten of Swords and an Emperor in the reverse, that is someone that was hoping, collective, you would just be put down without a fight.

That you won't exert any of your own area of expertise, or whatever it is. That you won't actually exert your own upper hand. Because that is the part they forgot, baby. Your expertise was not handed to you. It was built in the same place they tried to bury you.

So the very thing they thought would end you is the exact place you learned how to read the room and swing at a mother fucker with accuracy.

01:13:11:20 - 01:14:39:26

Somebody was really hoping here. They had it in their head this was going to be easy.

But what they didn't realize is they're looking for a fight. They thought they could involve authority, paperwork, systems, or legal structures in a one sided way with no recourse and no one showing up on the Empress’s behalf.

Because we got the Emperor in the reverse and we got the Empress.

One is going through the proper authority.

The other is pretending he is the authority.

So this is like two gods going to war. I mean one false god and one living source. I mean the Emperor in reverse is the thing that thinks throwing a woman to the floor makes her submissive and him a God. Suddenly he has the right to define what happened. Suddenly he gets to destroy her reputation after he destroyed her body.

Because that is what these motherfuckers do when the assault itself does not finish the job.

They try to make the aftermath do it. They try to make the story do it. They try to make the shame do it. They try to make the room look away.

I know you're not allowed to just put one of them down and call yourself a winner, winner, winner chicken dinner.

And that is what they misunderstood about you.

They thought because you had been betrayed or because you were tired, you were finished. They thought because you were excluded, you had no position. They thought because they had the group, the title, the family, the resource, the money, the platform, the authority, the access, that meant they had the upper hand.

But they forgot the person who survives without any of that learns something the handed people never learn.

They learn how to stand without permission and how to become dangerous without becoming dishonest.

And that is why this was never going to be easy. Because you are not fighting for a chair at their table. You are not begging to be let back into the room that disrespected you. You are standing there as the thing they failed to destroy and now the room has to answer for why it ever tried.

01:14:39:28 - 01:15:17:10

All of this to say, you have been fucked over for the very last time by people who waste what was never theirs to begin with.

But baaaaaaaaaaby. They tried to make a holy ground out of what they refused to confess.

That is the part miscalculated. It just showed everybody how much noise a guilty man makes when the truth starts breathing.

Putting someone down does not mean you buried them. It just means you knew exactly what you did and you needed the room confused enough not to name it.

01:15:17:12 - 01:15:55:25

He thought he destroyed you.

No, baby.

He documented himself.

And your survival was the whole fucking indictment.

The 3 of cups brigade can repeat the language and still not know the law. They did not build the architecture. They are not the architect. They just follow commands from each other running in whatever direction the loudest idiot points and calling the destruction justified.

A pack of spiritually untrained dogs chasing whatever stick the loudest bitch throws, tearing through a structure they do not understand, then calling the wreckage loyalty.

And as for the father?

Baby, the temple was made of pure shame I already told you, and he was never God.

The structure remembers what it was made from. Not built from fucking theorostizing theory. It was built from survival they never lived.

Because you cannot inherit the authority of a structure by stealing from it. You can only prove you never understood why it had to be built.

And that is why it fails in their hands.

And so with that said, I'll be back when I'm back, guys.

Take care.